You don't realise it but the pain you've felt in the past is no longer here

On the first week of the month, I encountered a annoying parasite. I contracted Amoebiasis. It's a intestinal parasite and I spent at least 1/3 of that week in the bathroom. It wasn't pleasant and it most certainly wasn't a good experience,but it stuck to me, the pain that is. Every time I go to the bathroom, I'm reminded of my silent pleas of help, while my rectal region is in a state of disarray. Every time I enter, I hear the echoes of silent screams and groans of displeasure. Now I'm better, I can't seem to get it out of my mind the pain of letting something go... feels bad man.